Children are like sponges. They will absorb everything. My mother hated parenting. I knew it before I was five. Your daughter will too. You might think about finding other support for your daughter. Perhaps fostering? It isn't a fault in you that you don't like parenting. How would you have known before hand? But now that you know, please seek other sources of parenting for your child, for her sake. That would be a real act of love.